Monday, December 24, 2012

Another week, another recap

Week 8, sorta kinda not really.  24 December, 1158 am, Gate 9 at the HNL airport

Deployment Recap: Christmas Eve, Airport Version

Emotional: I'm sad. I'm lonely. I'm tired. I miss everything about my husband. 

Physical: Feeling good- looking ahead to the new year and to new fitness goals. I just registered for the 2013 Honolulu Marathon. yup, I'm doing it again. 

Communication: Nada. Hopeful that there'll be a break in the silence eventually. This stuff is tough. 

Something Fun You did This week: Does missing my flight home count? Oh, no wait, that wasn't fun at allllll. It's been a pretty stressful week trying to figure out travel plans. Not a whole lot of fun happened...

What are you looking forward to next week: Being home with my mom and sister, seeing friends in Spokane, freezing in the cold weather but enjoying the change of climate for a couple days. 

What made you happy this week:  Friends that helped keep me calm and sane during times of high stress. Neighbors that take care of my beloved dog when I'm gone and treat her as one of their own. Adorable holiday cards from friends and family from all over the US. 

What made you sad/mad this week: I'm mad at myself for being so incredibly overwhelmed and un-organized that I mixed up my flight day and as a result sat on the island for an extra week when I could have been at home with my mom. 

What do you miss this week: Lyle being here to keep me sane. 

Favorite song/show/movie of the moment: New Tegan and Sara, new Metric.

Pictures from this week: Amazing rainbows everywhere I went all week- 




Friday, December 21, 2012

The New House!

Here's the long awaited, photo-heavy new house post! Some backstory- We "pay" for housing by using the Housing Allowance given by the Navy- you can choose to live in town and get the most bang for your buck or live on base like we do- but then you give them all of the allowance. Since Lyle is a Senior Enlisted Petty Officer we get a decent chunk of money for housing. It's not enough to make me want to live out in town and pay rent, deal with utilities, etc. But I do want to get the most we can.

We moved to Hawaii in October of 2011. When we arrived here, the Navy offered us a house in a less than desirable area out in town. It was around 1100 square feet and older, ugly and would involved commuting in traffic both ways, everyday. We said "no thanks" and put our names on a waiting list for the Senior Enlisted Housing that we are eligible to live in. We then went to see what housing the Air Force had to offer- they offered a small but centrally located duplex on the Air Force Base. While it was a place to live and the location was perfect, we were grossly overpaying for it. We lived there for an entire year, but in July I finally received a call from Navy Housing- there was a house opening up on Ford Island (the neighborhood/area we desperately wanted) and would be available in November- right when our Lease with Hickam was up! I said yes before I even thought twice. I knew that moving in November would mean moving without Lyle, but I was determined to get into this neighborhood no matter what. It was worth all the stress and hard work- our new house is amazing. It is a single-family, 3 bedroom, 2.5 bathroom, 2 car garage piece of heaven. We have a cute little backyard with a large covered patio. There is so much natural light and we almost always have a cool breeze. The dog and cat love having all the space. Here's the place:

The front of the house
Backyard and lanai
Looking inside from the front door- our living area
Dining area/great room concept


Powder room just inside the front door to the left. 

Looking from the front door toward the kitchen

The glorious open, wonderful kitchen. I love it!



Stairway

Doorway to the garage and the utility room

Sliding door to the lanai

Top of the stairs, looking left down the hallway

Master Bedroom complete with Fat Cat (aka Captain Jack)

Master Bedroom looking in

Master Bedroom looking right

The biggest master bathroom we've ever had! 

Master bedroom closet and more Cat

Guest Bathroom

Guest Bedroom (visitors always welcome!)

Messy Office

More of the Office

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

I ran a marathon...

Marathon Recap
Honolulu Marathon 12/9/12
Official Time: 5:01:50

Guess what? I DID IT! I RAN MY MARATHON!!!! a full 26.2 miles!!!!! I don't even know where to start, but I want to write all about it. 

Thursday was my last run- I did 4.3 miles here on Ford Island, on what I'm calling my new "loop". I had to remind myself to go easy but I still did them at about 10:15/mile which is a lot faster than when I started all this running. I went to the expo on Thursday to pick up my number and timing chip and see if there were any must-have items. It was a shock because it seemed like almost everything was geared exclusively for the Japanese Runners. The signs were mostly in Japanese, the vendors were all trying to get their attention, etc. It wasn't a huge expo which was a change from what I had expected- I was thinking of something like the Cooper River Bridge expo with tons of vendors and samples and stuff. However, I was able to finally buy Peanut Butter Gu (my race fuel of choice), a couple new Bondi Bands (which I wore and loved), some really good beef jerky and a necklace. The necklace was for when I finished- it's a simple silver charm that is a circle and is stamped with Honolulu-26.2-2012. I haven't taken it off since I finished. More about that later. So after wandering around for a while but not finding much I had to have, I went home. I started to pack my gear and lay out my outfit. I still hadn't picked up my shirt from Lululemon and the Sparkle Skirt hadn't arrived so I was a little nervous about those 2 items. 

I slept a lot Friday night which is the most important night of sleep. I was able to go to Ala Moana Mall to get my amazing shirt from a friend named Dani- mine said "how will you make your mark on the world- DO IT NOW" and was a bright pink tank top- perfect for me!!! Then Saturday I slept in and was lazy. I had a bowling event that I was the military sponsor for out for work, out  of town a little- just before the Dole Plantation. I really shouldn't have been up there from1-6pm the day before the biggest race of my life. It turned out to be a great event and my supervisor said he owes me a beer for helping to put it on. 

So after that I rushed home, checked the mail- my skirt arrived just in time!!! I grabbed my gear and headed for the Hale Koa. I ended up sharing a room with a fellow runner from the Teen Center staff. The girl that was supposed to split the room with him ended up bailing, so it worked out well. We both had our gear set out and were asleep by 8:30pm. Robyn had flown in Friday night and we agreed to meet up at 3am in the lobby so she could see me before the race. I slept from about 9pm until 2am when I woke up from nightmares/nerves. All week I kept having dreams that I had driven to the race start but was early, so I went and slept in my car only to wake up later and realize I had missed the start of the race. Not fun. Luckily that was not the case on race morning. We met up with Robyn in the lobby and it hit me- tons of other runners were headed to the start. I was about to run a marathon. Holy cow. We met up with my running group from the Marathon Clinic at an office just before Ala Moana- we were able to talk about last minute strategy and use private bathrooms since 25,000 were all trying to use a limited number of porta-potties at the starting line. 

The race itself was hard, I won't lie. It was a long run. It was a lot of time out on the road alone, even though I was surrounded by thousands of people.  I wasn't able to rest as much as I would have liked the days before- working too much and just not taking enough time for me. 

Walking to the starting line was exciting and nerve wracking. Somehow we managed to get lined up near the sign that said 5-6 hours pace. However it turns out that nobody was really in any certain order as I soon found out. The start was amazing- a huge fireworks display for about 5 minutes while we all shuffled to the start. The energy was amazing and the Japanese were out in groups of thousands. It took us 15 minutes to even reach the start line. From there the real race began- running along Ala Moana up to Aloha Tower all we could do was basically pass people and try to get to the running pace we wanted- the first 6 miles were slow. And hot. It was neat to see all the Christmas lights all lit up, to run through the streets of Chinatown in the dark. Around every corner and all along the streets it seemed like everyone in the world was out cheering. That was really fun and helped ease the stress of starting out so slowly. Robyn went down on Kalakaua by the Royal Hawaiian Center mall to cheer me on- that was so fun to see a face that I knew! 

As the crowd thinned it time to get in "the zone". I knew the course from the zoo going southward, so that helped a lot. The hill at Diamond Head the first time was a breeze and was lined with volunteers cheering us on the whole time. We also got to see some of the wheelchair racers flying by. 

I felt hydrated and fueled- I was taking water and gatorade at every stop and eating a GU once an hour. My right knee and the top of my left foot started to hurt at mile 6 or 7, but I knew that I was just going to have to push through it- nothing was "wrong", it was just achy. The sun came up just after Diamond Head which was a great sunrise and luckily there were a few clouds and a good breeze. The vog had cleared out but it was still pretty humid. Along the "out" portion of Kalianaole Highway (H1 headed toward Haunama Bay) I got to glimpse at the fast runners coming back in, though I wasn't able to see the pack of Elites. From there I went into "long run mode"- managing my pace and how my body felt. It was hot with the sun, but the aid stations were frequent- they had sponges in buckets of ice water which were great to squeeze along my arms, neck & help wipe my face. My strategy was to slow down at each aid station- grab a cup of water and gatorade, drink it, walk a few feet then start running again. It was just long enough to get re-energized. 

I hit the bathroom at mile 15, i knew that if i waited any longer my running would suffer. It took me a few minutes but after that I was good to go. At this point I lost my friend Brian- he told me to go ahead and not wait for him. The generosity of the on-lookers was amazing- people were out with everything from ice, water, gatorade, playing music, cheering, clapping, great signs, buckets of pretzels, cookies, candies and even beer! I didn't grab any though, I wasn't quite sure how my body would react.

 At mile 18 things became a mental battle- I'd never run that far before, I was tired, but I could clearly see Diamond Head and knew I had to get back there. From there I was watching the clock knowing that I had to hit my mile times if I wanted to still finish at 5hours. At mile 20 things sucked- I was done. But I knew I had to keep going. Dan and Robyn were both texting me and were waiting downtown for me. I just kept going. As I headed into the final 4 miles- the big long hill I just put my head down and went. It felt great to know how hard that hill was but that I had run it many times before and this was the last time for a long time. Running down the hill I pushed too hard and too fast and by the bottom I was tired, but still had .6 miles to go. From there it was all mental- I wanted to finish looking and feeling strong so I started taking some really deep breaths and just trying to relax. I took in all the sights- sounds- everything as I ran down the last half mile. People were lined up cheering and screaming and then I saw Robyn and Dan. My energy shot through the roof and you can see in the pictures Dan took- I lit up like a light bulb. The last few hundred feet I just focused on how amazing it was that I had just run a marathon. The feeling of crossing the finish line was one of relief- it felt good to be able to stop. The only thing would have made it better would be Lyle by my side or waiting for me. I really wanted to share this experience with him.

After I finished things were a little crazy- you get a shell lei, but then have to walk what seems like a really long distance to get the medal and shirt. They give you water but the food is far away too. And because the thousands of Japanese runners all buy these race packages, they have these huge catered tents, but nothing for the rest of us. I got my shirt and was in desperate need of food at that point- I found the food tent and grabbed a malasada. It was THE BEST malasada (and only the 2nd ever in my life) that I've ever had. 

From there I didn't stick around- I met up with Robyn & Dan. We walked back to the Hale Koa- I remember last year thinking "how in the world is Robyn even walking after running 26.2 miles?" but I realized that it was much better to be walking- if I had sat down that would have been the end of me. I was able to shower, Robyn gave me the 2 bottles of Red Electra she brought out! I wasn't feeling very good at this point so I opted to skip eating and head home. I drove myself, Dan went to his house (he had come right from the ship having had duty the night before) and Robyn went to hike Diamond Head with her travel buddy.

 Dan came over later in the afternoon at which point I demanded Teddy's Burgers. We had talked about Subway and just having a quiet afternoon but once the urge hit me, I wasn't stopping until I had a burger. We got fries and a milkshake and a Dr. Pepper, but I really only focused on the burger. I won't lie- i drank some of the DP and ohmygawwwd, so good. After that I felt a lot better, but we still just went back to the house and hung out. I was pretty achy and the stairs hurt a lot. I took some Tylenol PM and was asleep from 8pm until 7am. It was great. I felt good the next morning- just a little tight all over. I was able to go to work, participate in the kids gymnastics class, etc. 

Overall I'm so proud of myself for having done this. I will be doing more marathons in the future, look out world, I've got "the marathon bug"!!! 

Week 7

Deployment Recap

Emotional:Last week I woke up sad more than once. It was partly due to the post-marathon feelings and partly because I miss my husband. I was able to get back to running on Friday and it helped regulate my feelings a lot. 

Physical: I tried running on Tuesday (48 hours post marathon) which was a big mistake- my right knee was screaming at me. I laid low for a few more days which helped a lot. I was able to do 2 easy, pain-free miles on Friday and 6 miles with my group on Sunday. 

Communication: Nothing. Won't be anything for a while. Gotta do what they gotta do. 

Something Fun You did This week: Had another beach day on Saturday- the surf was rough and the wind was high, but it was fun to play in the ocean and soak up some sun. Sunday was the farewell picnic for my running group as they go on hiatus until March. There were many amazing dishes shared and lots of good talk about our training and racing experiences. 

What are you looking forward to next week: Getting on a plane and going to spend time with my mom and sisters and friends. 

What made you happy this week: Recovering from the race and getting my life sorta back in order. 

What made you sad/mad this week: There was a meeting that wasn't so fun. 

What do you miss this week: I miss Olive Garden. Oh, you mean about my husband? I miss his wisdom and guidance- he will always help me to work through any problems or issues I have without feeling bossy or pushy. 

Favorite song/show/movie of the moment: New music from lots of people is making me happy- I love internet radio. 

Pictures from This week: Here are some official marathon photos. I'm also taking pictures of the house finally and will do a full photo post of the house later today. 




Mile 7 with my running buddy Brian

Around Mile 16

Photobomb!!!  
Mile 22-ish. The last long, slow hill. 
Running up Diamond Head. That hill is tough. 
Finish Line! 

North Shore- Turtle Beach the day after the marathon.

North Shore Chicken



Monday, December 10, 2012

Week VI



Deployment Recap:

Emotional: I’m all over the place right now. I’m on an absolute high after finishing the hardest thing I’ve ever put myself through physically. I’m happy, proud in shock, and sad all at the same time. I’m happy it’s over and I ran exactly the race I wanted to run. I’m proud of the 18 weeks I spent training for the race and not letting anything get me off track. I’m sad that it’s over. I’m sad to not have seen Lyle’s face at the end of the race. I’m sad that I haven’t heard from him in a few weeks to share the feelings of excitement and nerves before and after.

Physical: I have never felt better in my life- despite 2 sore spots (my right knee and the top of my left food). I slept for almost 12 hours last night and was a little stiff today, but I’m seriously considering some light running this week.

Communication: None. Lots of amazing support from family and friends has made life a lot better though. Thanks, everyone! 

Something Fun You did This week: Besides the marathon? I went to the North Shore with a friend who was visiting this weekend. We went to the Turtle Beach (no turtles on the beach, only in the surf) and had Shave Ice. It was good to be out in the “country”.

What are you looking forward to next week: The pace of life slowing down a little will be nice. I might try and go swimming also- it’s been a few months and I desperately miss the pool.

What made you happy this week:  Running across that finish line yesterday.

What made you sad/mad this week: Nothing really. Just missing my Sailor.

What do you miss this week: I miss celebrating Hanukkah with Lyle- we usually make Matzo Ball Soup and Latkes and light candles together. He loves Hanukkah.

Favorite song/show/movie of the moment: I caught up on the most recent episodes of Whitney which was fun.

Pictures from This week:

Before the race- showing off my gear! 

Right as I saw my friends waiting at the finish line, I was SO excited! 

My finisher's bling- Official T-shirt, Medal and Shell Lei. Flower lei from my friends and my new necklace I bought myself as my finishing reward. I love it all and wore it proudly all afternoon! 



Monday, December 3, 2012

What Week is this?


Deployment Recap Week 5

Emotional: I'm hanging in there. I've had a lot of great days lately, so that helps. I think I might be at the "numb" stage where I'm just in my zone. But eventually Lyle will pop up from underwater and my emotions will get all crazy again. 

Physical: Resting, eating anything in sight, trying to stay healthy until after the race. I'm tired, but doing well. Someone please remind me to hydrate at every moment possible. 

Communication: None. It's a tough, lonely stretch right now. 

Something Fun You did This week: Beach Day! I went to Bellows Beach with friends and had a great day of lounging in the sun, playing in the ocean and having fun. 

What are you looking forward to next week: It's marathon week! I'm running the Honolulu Marathon on Sunday, December 9th! You can follow me by downloading an app called Sportstat- http://www.sportstats.ca/about.xhtml?tab=6 or you can go to the Marathon Home Page and they will have live tracking up soon- http://www.honolulumarathon.org/?s=home

What made you happy this week: I received an award at our company Holiday Party- they picked me to represent the company value of Collaboration and Teamwork. I was very surprised and excited to be recognized for a lot of hard work over the last year. 

What made you sad/mad this week:  Not much, really. Some general frustrations with people, but overall I'm a happy kid lately. 

What do you miss this week: I miss watching football with Lyle. 

Favorite song/show/movie of the moment: Lots of good new music these days that I'm loving- new Maroon 5, new Bruno Mars, and I'm hoping to catch up on shows I've missed while "resting" this week.


Pictures from this week: 

Glitter tattoos at the Holiday Party
Bellows Beach- my favorite!  
Even Shane got in the ocean with me! It was so fun!